First you ask me to come back here and practically beg me to bring him with me. Now you give me this ultimatum? Well, that clarifies a lot- especially about how much you don't care who I am and what I want, unless I'm behaving exactly the way you want me to. And now that means getting rid of Pavel?? Clearly you have no clue...
Because if you did, you'd see that he needs to be with me. I'm the only thing that's ever been solid in his life; the only thing that's always been there. Now you want us to part company because of where I work?? Quite onbviously he does not care!

Mom, you're a bitch. You're becoming as mean, curmudgeony, and spiteful as your mother-in-law.

According to shattered-tranquility.net, Moi dix Mois will do a summer tour called Deep Sanctuary. Like last year, they will have a guest on this tour, Közi was in 2009 and it seems like next year belongs to Yu~ki! Moi dix Mois will also release an album next year.


;A; WHAT THE FUCK
I WANT PICTURES OF THIS, OH GOD
HFCNUIDCBABC LBCLAB





YUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUU~KIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIII ;3;

Osiris needs to stfu
I take one day to my self, and he's bitching that "baww I wish u gived me heds up!! I needed 2 bring shit 2 queens and i needed ur help and i thought u were coming!!!"

ok 1) you thought I was coming because you automatically assumed it last night, I don't recall ever saying "sure, I'll help you move in!!!!"
2) gtfo, pull up your big boy pants and stfu
3) I have a day where I'm feeling fucking down as shit, to the point I have my phone and laptop off ALL DAY, the last thing I want to do is call you and explain why I don't want to go out
4) you bitch more than I do when I'm PMSing, stfu



uhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhg. I was kinda in a good mood cause I doodled and shit, but now I'm pissy again
fuck

I'm actually using my sketch book for the first time in years. I don't think I've touched this thing since 9th grade?

fuck you, Passion Pit, for inspiring me with musics >:

hmmm...

Was anyone else on my f-list aware that, as we camped on the hilly streets of West Hollywood this past November, my friend Nathan Ells was parting ways with a band you all know: The Human Abstract?


In other news.

I woke up this morning and my thoughts were neither of Die or of Toshiya...not even that much of the band on the whole.

I woke, warm in the arms of the man I kissed at Midnight last night...and knew I am in love.

Post the first sentence of the first entry each month this year.

January:
Who wants to go see the Mercurial with me later this month at the Crazy Donkey???!

February: 
sooo I was listening to Luna Sea before I left yesterday, and forgot to turn it off.

March: 
I can't stop fucking crying...

April: 
SOOOO
Maggy brought up Malice Mizer, and of all songs to mention, she mentions Ma Che'rie.

May: 
Math was canceled today so I slept the fuck in, lmao.

June:
life is pretty great right now

July: 
stolen from kyos_klit

August: 
Her name is Lovelie

September: 
:3

October: 
Anyone going to see Miyavi in NYC wanna split a hostel??

November: 
hfuidhfudfbvvfoea

December: 
ome fucking asshole keeps signing into my AIM s/n.



I'm so boring :\

Thursday marks the last day of 2009. Thank god, I can't think of a more horrible year...

I need to go grocery shopping on the way home from work so I can make cookies for the party, Whee <3. 

You know, I never made any New Year Resolutions or w/e they're called before, but for 2010, I have a small list of things I'd like to do better. Here's hoping I can keep motivated enough to do it. Hmmmmm...

*sees cliff*
*runs for it, full-tilt*
*jumps off into abyss*

Does anyone remember me?

MERRY CHRISTMAS
:D :D :D :D

So far, it's been a win~
I've gotten a...
bass guitar w/ 100 watt amp
iTouch
a yakuta ((coooool, but where will I wear it~?!))
mad clothes
Left 4 Dead 2
Modern Warfare 2
and rly fucking cute belly rings


sweet deal (:

Hey, maybe I'll dye my hair
Maybe I'll move somewhere
Maybe I'll get a car
Maybe I'll drive so far
They'll all lose track
Me, I'll bounce right back

Maybe I'll sleep real late
Maybe I'll lose some weight
Maybe I'll clear my junk
Maybe I'll just get drunk on apple wine
Me, I'll be just

Fine and Dandy
Lord it's like a hard candy christmas
I'm barely getting through tomorrow
But still I won't let
Sorrow bring me way down

I'll be fine and dandy
Lord it's like a hard candy christmas
I'm barely getting through tomorrow
But still I won't let
Sorrow get me way down

Hey, maybe I'll learn to sew
Maybe I'll just lie low
Maybe I'll hit the bars
Maybe I'll count the stars until dawn
Me, I will go on

Maybe I'll settle down
Maybe I'll just leave town
Maybe I'll have some fun
Maybe I'll meet someone
And make him mine
Me, I'll be just

Fine and dandy
Lord it's like a hard candy christmas
I'm barely getting throung tomorrow
But still I won't let
Sorrow bring me way down

I'll be fine and dandy
Lord it's like a hard candy christmas
I'm barely getting through tomorrow
But still I won't let
Sorrow bring me way down

I'll be fine and dandy
Lord it's like a hard candy christmas
I'm barely getting through tomorrow
But still I won't let
Sorrow bring me way down

'Cause I'll be fine

~Dolly Parton
"Hard Candy Christmas"


Yep, I'm alone again this year too. Parents and sister have gone to Virginia; I'm left here to mind their animals. Oh well, at least I found a channel playing "It's a Wonderful Life". Best Xmas movie ever.